Some days I look back in the midst of all my chaos and wish I could relive the moments of the pasts, not change them, just to be present in the passing moments. But today, as I sit on the brink of now, venturing backwards, I am happy that each moment has passed as it should have. And now I am graced with these beautiful memories of what was. Sometimes I miss what has passed, but today I am glad to be in this moment. So far away from the past yet connected so deeply to it. I just hope that as time persists, the moments continue to grow more dear, and that new endeavors may arise. Today, I live in the now appreciating the past, looking towards the future, waiting for time to change me....