Right now I find myself in rough waters, the rich oxygen soaked torrents toss me like a leaf as I tirelessly battle the ensuing current, occasionally being dragged under by its force. As the war wages the water grows more coarse and seems to accelerate as the impending falls begin to bellow deeply in the background. Anticipating only, the slow steady free fall into the harsh shallow water below I relax allowing the steady flow to drag me downstream. Hoping only, that after the collision the current will eddy out, the water will slow its rapid course and I can gently drift back to shore.